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janeway wrote: Fri May 09, 2025 9:10 pm yay sober.. 3 days now, rest of my life to go

im a wild animal .. i always thought i was good but it turns out God loves me no matter what and i'm so bad when i act good it makes God happy if i go against my bad instincts and be a wolf living in sheep's life clothing

also if you don't like the idea of God guess what? you can always replace the word God with moral good and it makes sense 100 percent of the time .. i believe in "moral good" or "moral good" lives in my heart.. that's why when psycho religious fools say crusades and that "moral good" wants them to wage war you can see that they're incorrect and i was incorrect letting God love me when i wasn't good
Congrats and good luck, FM janeway.
Sober "savage beast" self-knowledge is scary but powerful, and gives you choices. Keep on keeping on.

re: little details from your day

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^yeah i max out my dopamine .. i love anything that makes me boost and when i drink it's like adrenaline shot of dopamine and then it makes other parts of life feel less pleasurable

when i see colin jost it's a surge of sweet joy and i love him except love is wanting what's best for somebody and love is giving to them.. i do want what's best for colin jost he seems like he's doing fine without my italian crazy but then i do wish i could give him something lol a blowjob seems selfless enough that's not true i would be singing into his cock

what were we talking about?

Re: Little Details from Your Day

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-Got into a minor scuffle with one of the LGSWs who has a particular issue with acting like a know-it-all and in particular acts somewhat dismissive in my direction; is particularly immature for her age and comes from a particularly privileged background. Attempted to explain how, given their patient's akathisia concern comes from chronic medication use would most likely be tardive akathisia; was "corrected" several times that I meant tardive dyskinesia; attempted to cite clinical education materials and explain the difference; she said "I was right, that's tardive dyskinesia!" I rolled my eyes, described the incident to a psych resident (also a POC, of Latin descent) who laughed. Described it to mom today at dinner (was working yesterday, so I took her and my brother out for Mexican today). She's not a clinician, but she used to be a PCA at several group homes for patients with schizophrenia - she noted that she had patients with both and my coworker is a dumbass.

-Later that night, got into another minor scuffle with an RN who didn't like the fact that a patient was boarding overnight. I had just finished talking to the attending physician (a PA) about the plan, which was her plan, not mine, and her thought was, with the patient very intoxicated, she wanted the patient monitored overnight and wanted social work to discuss resources in the morning when the patient was sober and thus more appropriate to meet with. I concurred. The nurse felt the patient was "appropriate and sober enough" because they "could talk and engage and didn't want to stay" and she "didn't think they were holdable." I discussed that I wasn't the one with the authority to discharge the patient and that I could discuss it with the attending physician; I also noted the ethical issues inherent with having a very existential conversation with someone who isn't sober enough to consent and probably wouldn't even remember the conversation in the morning. The nurse dismissively expressed an understanding that I'd talk to the attending.

It's like - bitch? You are an RN with an associate's or bachelor's and a wee bit of experience under your belt. I don't want to be classist about academic credentials because I think experience and judgment are what counts (in fact, several of the social workers who I look up to and respect the most are LSWs with bachelor's degrees), but I had to have a cumulative two years of supervised field experience before I was even allowed to get the master's degree that allowed me to get my learner's permit, then I needed a further two and a half years of supervised clinical experience before I was allowed to take the test to get my big boy degree to practice without eyes over my shoulder. I will tell you when it's appropriate for me to meet with the patient. Call me back when you get your APRN, because then you'll have equivalent credentials to the PA who came up with the plan and the clinical judgment to do the psych assessments I do on the regular. You just don't want to have the patient on your workload. Fuck off. Also, why are you harassing me instead of calling the PA? Oh, that's right, social workers are below you...

I am so goddamned sick and tired of privileged twenty-something white women who have never heard the word "no" in their entire lives getting the bare minimum qualifications and acting like they're god around everyone they think is somehow beneath them, be it by perceived differences in class, job title, or good old-fashioned racism. Every time I meet other POC at professional social service conventions, it's the same fucking story, working with young white women and getting treated like dogshit. Getting talked over, shushed, talked down to, and treated like a goddamned idiot, but you damn well better not ever interrupt anyone or correct them when they're really fucking wrong about something. And don't ever talk about politics, it's very triggering for them - didn't you know that, as women (self-anointed representatives of all women, remember), they have the most to lose?
Total_douche, MSW, LICSW (lulz)

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ErickC wrote: Tue May 13, 2025 1:19 am -Got into a minor scuffle with one of the LGSWs who has a particular issue with acting like a know-it-all and in particular acts somewhat dismissive in my direction; is particularly immature for her age and comes from a particularly privileged background. Attempted to explain how, given their patient's akathisia concern comes from chronic medication use would most likely be tardive akathisia; was "corrected" several times that I meant tardive dyskinesia; attempted to cite clinical education materials and explain the difference; she said "I was right, that's tardive dyskinesia!" I rolled my eyes, described the incident to a psych resident (also a POC, of Latin descent) who laughed. Described it to mom today at dinner (was working yesterday, so I took her and my brother out for Mexican today). She's not a clinician, but she used to be a PCA at several group homes for patients with schizophrenia - she noted that she had patients with both and my coworker is a dumbass.

-Later that night, got into another minor scuffle with an RN who didn't like the fact that a patient was boarding overnight. I had just finished talking to the attending physician (a PA) about the plan, which was her plan, not mine, and her thought was, with the patient very intoxicated, she wanted the patient monitored overnight and wanted social work to discuss resources in the morning when the patient was sober and thus more appropriate to meet with. I concurred. The nurse felt the patient was "appropriate and sober enough" because they "could talk and engage and didn't want to stay" and she "didn't think they were holdable." I discussed that I wasn't the one with the authority to discharge the patient and that I could discuss it with the attending physician; I also noted the ethical issues inherent with having a very existential conversation with someone who isn't sober enough to consent and probably wouldn't even remember the conversation in the morning. The nurse dismissively expressed an understanding that I'd talk to the attending.

It's like - bitch? You are an RN with an associate's or bachelor's and a wee bit of experience under your belt. I don't want to be classist about academic credentials because I think experience and judgment are what counts (in fact, several of the social workers who I look up to and respect the most are LSWs with bachelor's degrees), but I had to have a cumulative two years of supervised field experience before I was even allowed to get the master's degree that allowed me to get my learner's permit, then I needed a further two and a half years of supervised clinical experience before I was allowed to take the test to get my big boy degree to practice without eyes over my shoulder. I will tell you when it's appropriate for me to meet with the patient. Call me back when you get your APRN, because then you'll have equivalent credentials to the PA who came up with the plan and the clinical judgment to do the psych assessments I do on the regular. You just don't want to have the patient on your workload. Fuck off. Also, why are you harassing me instead of calling the PA? Oh, that's right, social workers are below you...

I am so goddamned sick and tired of privileged twenty-something white women who have never heard the word "no" in their entire lives getting the bare minimum qualifications and acting like they're god around everyone they think is somehow beneath them, be it by perceived differences in class, job title, or good old-fashioned racism. Every time I meet other POC at professional social service conventions, it's the same fucking story, working with young white women and getting treated like dogshit. Getting talked over, shushed, talked down to, and treated like a goddamned idiot, but you damn well better not ever interrupt anyone or correct them when they're really fucking wrong about something. And don't ever talk about politics, it's very triggering for them - didn't you know that, as women (self-anointed representatives of all women, remember), they have the most to lose?
I cannot even begin to imagine how hard-going this must me
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seby wrote: Tue May 13, 2025 3:48 am I cannot even begin to imagine how hard-going this must me
It's more of an off and on pent-up annoyance, like a butt itch that comes and goes, but never goes away entirely. Some days you really want to scream, and some days you feel like you're over-reacting or seeing something that's not really there.
Total_douche, MSW, LICSW (lulz)

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ErickC wrote: Tue May 13, 2025 8:56 am
seby wrote: Tue May 13, 2025 3:48 am I cannot even begin to imagine how hard-going this must me
It's more of an off and on pent-up annoyance, like a butt itch that comes and goes, but never goes away entirely. Some days you really want to scream, and some days you feel like you're over-reacting or seeing something that's not really there.
As a parent to a 19-year-old (white) daughter, I have to admit that she does occasionally exhibit similar behavior (particularly the last two sentences of the last paragraph of your original post; getting "interrupted" is a pet peeve of hers). I don't know for certain of the exact cause, but she has a tendency now and then to overwhelm herself in social media - TikTok in particular - and her behavior gets worse during these times.

Scenario: she watches ten short videos of women venting about mansplaining. Pretty sure right after that, she's not going to be very receptive of me disagreeing with her.

Anyway, just an observation. She's normally a sweet, polite young woman, but she has her moments. As her parent, I try to point it out to her when she is doing it, which has mixed results. Sometimes she realizes it, other times she's dismissive. That being said, there are times she gets angry that are completely valid, too, so I have to proceed with caution.
jason (he/him/his) from volo (illinois)

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ErickC wrote: Tue May 13, 2025 8:56 am
seby wrote: Tue May 13, 2025 3:48 am I cannot even begin to imagine how hard-going this must me
It's more of an off and on pent-up annoyance, like a butt itch that comes and goes, but never goes away entirely. Some days you really want to scream, and some days you feel like you're over-reacting or seeing something that's not really there.
I think that this is fair. All of us will irritable with regard to a type of interaction if enough of them have worn us down.
"lol, listen to op 'music' and you'll understand"....

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https://oblier.bandcamp.com/releases
https://youtube.com/user/sebbityseb

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ErickC wrote: Tue May 13, 2025 1:19 amI am so goddamned sick and tired of privileged twenty-something white women who have never heard the word "no" in their entire lives getting the bare minimum qualifications and acting like they're god around everyone they think is somehow beneath them, be it by perceived differences in class, job title, or good old-fashioned racism.
Holla. I am just glad that I'm old enough where they look at me as a scary old person and are afraid to fuck with me because I clearly have nothing to lose. But the story you shared illustrates on other reasons I don't want to work anywhere near a medical setting.
andyman wrote:Like a man defusing a bomb I ever so gently backed toward the far corner...
Brother I have been in this exact same situation, and the first time I did not escape unsplattered.


My little detail: my unemployment ran out and I still don't have a job. I am still trying to get the necessary documentation of my clinical hours from my last job, and they are being unnecessarily difficult. I need those hours (almost 2 years' worth) to get my license, and it seems like it's never going to happen and now I am out of money or I would hire a lawyer. Despair is creeping in.
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