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by sack of smashed assholes_Archive
I think my oldest memory is when I was riding in the back my grandparents car, it was blue, the seats were blue, and my grandpa's seat had that weaved wood stuff on it, beach boys were on the radio, and it was a really sunny fall day, the leaves were really cool looking. I learned what a transformer was and started looking at the power lines for them.
the first time I stole something. I was at craft store with my mom in the check out, and I saw a red dinosaur button, I loved dinosaurs, and wanted it so bad, didn't say a word, or even ask my mom to buy it, just pocketed it, and took out of my pocket every now and then to look at it.
first time I skipped class. I was in kindergarden and we had to go to individual stations to learn stuff, and I skipped the math one, and hid out up stairs on the balcony in the room. never been real good at math.
every summer we'd go up north to my grand parents house we'd go down to the flowage, and try to catch crayfish under rocks. there is a dam there and I would watch the little whirlpools, and throw little sticks in them, hoping they'd get sucked under. we also would fish on the other side of the damn in the river.
at my friends cabin we made spears out of straightened forks, taped them to broken broom handles, and would try to spear fish. I atcually speared a baby blue gill, not really thinking I would have. I felt bad about it, and buried it in the sand on the edge of the shore, and said some words for it.
ben wrote:I tend to get a little cynical in social situations where I see large groups of people enjoying themselves.